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Tuesday, March 28, 2006 "maybe he likes me" lol. quite funny. i love golf. today i played blind, because my contacts fell out -.- its okay. i was able to spot the tiny white ball amongst a white sea of sand and it wasnt even my own ball see i am quite pro. :D and golf was fun too because we had many competitions, and I WON ALL! lol. the competitions are like, who change the fastest and who reaches tee no. 1 first. and i am constantly entertained by amusing juniors xD sometimes i admire myself for persevering through tedious things that go unappreciated, tedious things that make me seem like a boring old grandma. at other times, i hate myself and my lousy discussion ability. and my constant fumbling and mental-groping for words. and how i always repeat words. like basically essentially in the sense that anyway etc. and how i am always so incoherent. but it is ok. i feel so stupid today. maybe i need more sleep and less coffee. today me and jean went to run for like 5 min before school started to wake ourselves up. really helped. i should do that mroe often. thanks jean anyway. haha. i need affirmation, encouragement, motivation and sleep. help! 9:41 PM
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